Bismillahhirahmannirrahim~

Ya Allah...
Seandainya telah engkau catatkan...
Dia milikku tercipta buatku...
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku...
Titipkanlah kebahagiaan antara kami...
agar kemesraan itu abadi...
Ya Tuhanku yang Maha Mengasihi...
Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini...
ketepian yang sejahtera abadi...

Ya Allah...
Seandainya telah Engkau takdirkan...
dia bukan milikku...
bawalah ia jauh dari pandanganku...
luputkanlah dia dari ingatanku...
dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan...

Ya Allah ya Tuhanku yang Maha Mengerti...
berikanlah aku kekuatan...
melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit...
hilang bersama senja nan merah...
agarku bisa bahagia...
walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya...
dan Ya Allah yang tecinta...
gantilah yang telah hilang...
tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah...
walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya...

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku...
pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdirmu...
sesungguhnya apa yang telah Engkau takdirkan...
adalah yang terbaik buatku...
kerana Engkau maha Mengetahui...
segala yang terbaik buat hambaMu ini...

Ya Allah...
cukuplah engkau sahaja yang jadi pemeliharaku...
di dunia dan di akhirat...
dengarlah rintihan dari hambaMu yang daif ini...
jangan Engkau biarkan aku sendirian...
di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat...
menjuruskan aku ke arah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran...
maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman...
supaya aku dan dia sama-sama dapat membina kesejahteraan hidup...
ke jalan yang Engkau redhai...
dan kurniakanlah padaku...
keturunan yang soleh...

Amin... Ya Rabbal A'lamin...

p/s: tq TqaHanif for the picture..

onde-onde

my project for today is being on hold..ehh x moh la tulis in English..malas nk pikir..okeh..berbalik kepada projek hr ini..projek tertangguh..pasai apa? mau tau kenapa? kepala...ehh bukan..kelapa..kelapa tu dah tak best..yer..kelapa parut tu..dah cam masam sket..alahai..nasib baik perasan waktu try seketul dua kuih tue..so skrang ni..tak leh sambung buat sbb kene tunggu mama beli kelapa parut lepas her high tea kat hotel crystal..aiiyyooo..mcm lambat jer..cemane nk bg auntie ngan uncle untuk berbuka puase nih..so..sementara tunggu kelapa parut yg tatau bile nk sampai umah..hapdet la blog ni sket..okeh dah..abeh citer onde onde untuk hari ini..

i did it again..

i told him that i am in malaysia.
i shouldnt have told him.
i dont want him to know.
that was what i decided a few months back.
but, just half an hour ago i told him that im at home.
it shouldnt have happened.
i should have a strong will not to let him know.

addoooiiiii..
what was i thinking?

home~

I am blogging from home..



weeeehhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..

Blogging from the hotel..

I am currently using the internet service provided buy the hotel to their customers. I am staying at The 4* Radisson Edwardian Hotel in Heathrow. What happened was the flight that was supposed to take me and other passengers to Doha was cancelled due to technical problems. First, it was delayed because another flight was late and the airline has to wait for that flight first, then, it was an electrical power something problem and by that time we had already waited for two hours. Not long after that, we were told that we will be able to board in 10-15 minutes time, and when they had people from the first and business class queued up, the airline made an announcement and told us that due to the power electrical something breakdown, the computer system was affected and they are looking for technicians and spare parts to get the plane fixed.

They told us that fixing the plane is going to take some time, so they had given us lunch vouchers worth £15 per person. Right after lunch, they told us that the flight is cancelled and we have to go through passport control and claim our baggage. By that time it was almost 5pm. At around 6, we reached at the hotel and at 8, dinner was served. Kek diyer sedap. We were also given free breakfast which I didn't get the opportunity to indulged because I did not received any further details about our replacement flights and I had to stand right in front of the person in charged so that I can get the details as soon as possible.

So, I am now on the MH001 direct flight from Heathrow to Kuala Lumpur, departing at 2200 hours and arriving at 1725 the next day. Hanis is on the afternoon flight.

I was feeling rather sad and at one point I feel like crying. I was able to refrain myself from crying every time I talked to my mom on the phone. But when I got to know that the flight was cancelled, I called her again and I was crying the moment she said jangan nangis yer. :P. Not my fault, hehe, sedeh tau.

I've taken some photos of the room that they put us in. I'll upload them later k.

Ok then, I'll update things later. Hopefully I will then be blogging from home.

Under the Sea..Deedit Deedit..

I went to all female swimming session for the third time today and I realised that I can actually swim. I know how to swim, a bit, and for the past two weeks I was swimming UNDERWATER 'katak' style. (tak boleh timbul ok..kahkahkahkah). So today, I tried to do it. To do the 'freestyle' swimming. That's what I called it when I had my swimming lessons 13 years ago. And I did swim. I even went further than I used to with my underwater 'katak' style. Hehe. Excited k, dapat tau buleh berenang sebenarnyer. Hehehehe. I used to tell people that I can't swim. Now I don't have to. I can tell them that I can swim, but I'm going to need much more stamina to go even further. Penat tau~~~


p/s: Now I have something to boast about at home.


pp/s: I AM DONE PACKING..


I have just check the internet. Freestyle swimming is a correct term. 'Katak' style is called breaststroke.

current mode: Fahrin Ahmad

Since I have no idea of who's picking me up from the airport on Monday, can I make a tiny little request?

Can I have Fahrin Ahmad waiting for me, please? Maybe, with a bunch of flowers?

If that's too much, Fahrin Ahmad alone would definitely be fine.

hikhik..

p/s: I've told you, I'm a daydream believer.

More books coming!

I am done with skimming and scanning of 3 books on teaching literature. There are more to come and I'm already feeling tired. Ok, I admit, I'm feeling lazy. :P

Adeeeeihhh, why so lazy eh?

Look at those files. Those are articles that I need to look through for literature and support for justification of choosing the text. Thank God that I don't have to look at each one of them. Some maybe irrelevant to me because those files are Tqa's collections for her dissey.


Rajin mak cik ni membuat koleksi~~ keh keh..Ampun Tqa..Ammpuunnnn..

Maybe I need to stop here because maybe I need to continue working.

Or maybe, maybe I should eat a bowl of Maggi Tom Yam before I continue.

;D

progress..

The Literature in the Classroom portfolio has made a slightly bigger progress. I am now done with the activities and the activity plans for all three types of text. Tomorrow, I'm going to the library to borrow some books on literature so that I can get the justification and commentary done, hopefully by Wednesday or Thursday morning. Can't wait to hand in the portfolio really, because it means that the holiday has started and I can get things packed properly and then fly home.

Talking about flying home, I have no clue what so ever who's going to pick me up at the airport. First, I thought it was my sister, Jaja, who's picking me up. Then I heard that it's going to be Uncle Tamjis. And then suddenly it's not confirmed. Since it's not confirmed Mama jokingly said that it's going to be a surprise. Uhuhu, I love surprises. Mama told me to wait and see who's there at the airport on that day. Ha ha ha. The only thing I know for sure is it's not going to be my boyfriend or fiance or future husband. Because I just don't have one. :P

I think I really wouldn't want to know who will be waiting for me at the arrival hall. Let's just see what happens when I walk through the arrival gate on Monday. And I'll tell you who's there.

It's Haziq's 2nd birthday today. Happy Birthday, little pumpkin. Aunty Alin can't wait to see you in your cute little t-shirt from Disneyland.


If you are wondering, yes, Haziq is Baby Sin-Chan.

Enough rambling, will get more things updated later.

Daa~~